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I am siting in the airport of Rhodes. Come OOOONNNN!!! I am leaving now after i spent  whole summer here... What about my feelings ? Of course i am sad, i already started to miss this place, but home is home, it's always s the best place to stay in.
I am sure, i will come back here again. By the way, to meet this nice people would not be a problem - the Earth is not so huge, and it's round, so... walking long way we can see each other again.

To work here - hm... i must think twice before. It could be funnier, if i had normal job. Next year, maybe, i will choose Rhodes to work in, but only as animator. It's mine, i'm sure.

Now, i hugged goodbye all nice people i wanted to hug there, others were ignoring me, so i decided to do the same.

Now is 8:11, check-in is at 8:45. Sitting, waiting, nervous.

I never done it alone before. Always someone was near till the last second. Now, i am totally alone. I felt this feeling whole summer. I came here alone, I had some nice friendship only the last month, changing the room. All the time i was lonely, alone, and... single. This is the fact - having someone, i would be more positive, more happy, maybe with more wish to come back home.

By this summer i had received about 1700 eu. Spent about 400 eu of them, maybe more...
Think about taxi - here is close enough to my place, but it costs 16 eu !!! The little bottle of yoghurt is 2 eu, small cup of coffee is 2-2,5 eu. Life is quite expensive here.

I had nice time here, except the work time. I met a lot of people, whom i will never forget... and counting crazy idiots whom i am grateful to, because, sometimes i had really funny time looking at them.

Yes, a lot of times i was crying, i had a wish to come home earlier. Now, being one foot to Lithuania, i started to remember nice pictures from this summer... I am happy that it was with me, even if it was very hard. I had such huge experience, and also, my 'latvian' summers never were as interesting as this 'greek' one.

Soon i will meet my family and friends. The all are really waiting for me. I can't wait till i hug them.

I promised to my mom not to cry, cause it can hurt my ears in a flight. It's so hard to hold the tears.

I love Rhodes, i already miss it.

time: 8:23
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time: 9:30

After duty-free shop i went to the waiting hall. Here is no internet, so waiting for Vilnius to make this post in my blog.
I bought sweet wafers - those which I dreamed to eat in greece :D I tasted them when i was working as maid, so i knew how nice it is. Now i want my mom to taste it. Oh God, i want to see her so much! I love the way she looks after eating something sweet - she looks happy! Soon i will see here happy face! Hope so.

The people around, mostly are from Lithuania, but, some of them speak latvian or english. They all are old enough, couples or just friends. Only I sit alone, as usual.

I am not nervousing, do nog know why, just i feel myself really relaxed. Maybe it because of the netbook on my knees.

The flight would be about 3 h 20 min. Maybe i will sleep. Still have no idea about my sitting place inside the air plane. I wish it is near the window. Wanna see the sky! Strange, but this summer i made not a lot pictures of places around, and i have only some pictures of me. My friends know that i have craze about pictures, so, for me it strange either that i changed my habits about this.

time: 9:35
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time: 13:54

I am in vilnius !!!
I had no any ache in my ears, so today feel myself very happy!
Already met my mom. Tryed to cry, but it's not the right time to do it :))) Better to smile and hug. Now she is searching for my daddy, so, i have a little time to say "HELLO BALTICS, I AM BACK!!!"

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Coming back to Latvia i decided to visit my agency... Want to tell them a little story about this experience... I know that it will not change anything, but at least i will feel myself better after.