78 day

Yesterday I was all around island again... For this time it was one family from Russian Federation. They were so nice, took me to their car :)))

I visited ''butterfly valley'' with them - it was my dream on this island :D So, something nice happened too.

At work i feel myself very bad... psychological.

I need a support from people around me, but they all are unfriendly and closed. Or I am too tired to make them friendly.
I am too tired... wanna go home... wanna hug my mum.... wanna go home... wanna hugs...

...until "73 day"

Yesterday I had day off, one for 14 days !!! I was in Faliraki - nice place with sandy beach and nice people around. I met some Latvians there :)) Funny to hear this language in Greece!!!

At work place a bit shitty - manager is too emotional, so always hear his shouts... Sometimes to my side too... Hate it ! Greeks are too emotional !!!

You must be ready to hear something like ''you, bitch'' to you. That's not nice for managers, but it's Greeks, they are indifferent to your emotional condition... Can you imagine how hard it is to work with such strange people... Sometimes I am so depressed...

I have some new friends (tourists) now. Nice to receive letters from them with sweet words.

Again sick... wind is going to kill me... For now it's my ears! Inflammation is so dangerous, seems like my head is going to blow-up soon! Ache..

God, save me... 33 days left... wanna hug my mum... :((((((((

...until "71 day"

I am working as waitress, cause this dumb guy was fired... He still is living here, in hotel, eating with us, drinking at night, but not working - IT'S VOCATION, not punishment !!!
By the way, working more hard I feel more tired, less smiling, less talking, more zombie...
I chat with some tourists - some of them are really nice to me.
Life here is quite, slow... people live with big passion, but slow... :D

Some stuff has been changed in my life, so I am a bit confused now. That's why I have not been here for a while..

I visited some nice places on island with Yanni - the owner of one cafe. Have a lot of pictures, but so lazy to upload them...

P.S.
To Anastasia: prorvjomsja, sli6i6 ???

...until "66 day"

One of my colleagues did a mistake and was fired... Cause of him I was replaced to his place - WAITRESS. I hope situation will be changed soon...
I love to receive money for smile, but not for cleaning tables...
Yes, i know, it sounds funny... I started as maid, but now, being hostess I already behave like princess :D for me, cleaning tables is something bad now :D ha ha...

By the way, 40 days left... Soon I will come back. Just wait.

60 day

Today is a day of salary... for 27 and half day I received 423 euro.
Cool... collecting money for closing my debt.

Work is the same hard (hard enough)... Nothing happened.

WANNA GO HOOOME!!!!!!!!!

58 day

My Birthday.
Got day off.
Have nothing to do.
Really, work is the only thing that can make time run faster.

...until "57 day"

Again I am sick. Work place is not the best...

Tomorrow I will have day-off cause of my birthday.
Manager asked me to be on work after it without hangover :D I will not celebrate it as I could... I have no friends or family here, so I will buy a cake, vine and sitting on the beach will say ''Happy BD, Julia...''
If only angels will find me and make a nice party for me.

About work - I'm so tired to listen to sound of crashing dishes, knifes, forks, glass.... It's so sonorous that my head is going to crash like nut one day. After work I am so depressed, emotionally dead, physically dead... And woman that clean the dishes is always shouting ''GRIGARO'' (eng. faster).

I always make statistics about how many people and from which countries are in the hotel. Some weeks ago it was fool of Polish, Dutch and Swedish, whom with is the best contact. Now it's really saturated with Italians !!! But... THEY DON'T SPEAK ENGLISH!!! Oh... so hard with them...
Maybe that's why I am not as happy at work place as I was in recently. I like to talk, to be understood, to make jokes... but with Italians is like a robot's job ''BONJOURNO......./ CAO...''

I need to think about good stuff like my BD. :)))

...until "55 day"

I am still alive. I am still happy with my position, and room I live in... but...

I already am bored of beach, sun, hot air, wind...

The only one thing I understood is that I really like work with people. To work with customers, to explain, to show, to learn, to sell, to talk, to be somebody they always need to ask something.

The food here is really low quality. The cockroaches are everywhere, but some days ago it's started a season of mouses here :D
Elevator does not work. People always complains about how tough it is to bring suitcase from ground floor to up...
I am so sorry, but I can't help them...

Some of tourists complains about food, but again ''WHAT CAN I DO?''
I must eat the same shit... if they left something to us, of course... Sometimes customers eat near to everything, so we, employees, have really nothing to choose from.

Life in Greece is so slow... like ice-cream melting under the southern sun. I am melting with it.
So hard to work in this kind of condition.
And it's more hard, when somebody important to you is doing some bad stuff, and you have a lot of thoughts on your mind... Can't work...
On a work place it's better to be robot, to stay without anything personal, just ''Good evening! How many persons you are? Would you like to sit here? Great! Enjoy your meal!.........''


What happened to me ??? I am so strange now. I am trying to get angry, but I can't. I am trying to smile sincerely, but I grin like animal... No, it's not me... I need one more day-off. :-/

50, 51, 52 days

Day 50.
The same work day, as usual...
After work, at around 21:20 I was watching FAKIR SHOW near to our restaurant. It was nice, but the program for tourists is every week the same. I already am bored a bit of it... I know every action in this show... Nothing really impressing.

Day 51.
I worked two hours at morning.
My heart let me down.
Like knife penetrated inside me twice. So painful ! My heart was as small as nut, and hurt like dying. Then I could not breath for some seconds... I was so scared...
Some tourist helped me to stand up. They gave me some water...
Manager came with a question ''what happened here?'' - he always tell without emotions, like he is indifferent to everything.
I slept in my room all day and night...

Day 52.
I was working today from 7:00 until 11:00. Now I have break (as usual, it's my shift), and then I will go to work again from 18:00 until 22:00. Who knows what will be today, but I feel that again nothing interesting.....

49 day

Can you believe... It's my day off !!! Manager did it :)))))))) heeeyyeee...

I found a place ''rent a car'' and took bicycle there for 5 euro. My colleague was with me about 20 minutes, then she said that it's too difficult and she left me. I was alone all around rhodes, from 16 till 20:00. Was cool. I love to move, but of course it's a bit lonely to ride alone.

Don't rely on anyone! Here, everybody do everything for themselves.
Don't trust anybody! If they need something, they'll get it, even if it is yours.

It's so boring, so lonely here...


...this day was lived for nothing.