88 day

All my mind is about getting home...

Some days ago I was thinking about life in rhodes. Yes, it's possible to stay here and work as all this people do, 6 months - season, and other 6 to enjoy life. BUT, my own belief and plans are stronger.
I met some people who work as guide from some air companies. The work about 4-6 month in different countries. The finished guide school, and they just travel, working 4-6 hours per day, having fun, wandering around the world... They ''do not have home'', they are children of the road.
Sometimes I think that they have perfect life... It's my dream to see the world, to feel myself free, not to depend on anybody. They have such interesting life...
What about my life?
I am going to get higher education, to find good job, to work all life, to have family, to meet oldness somewhere near my grandchildren... - Do i need it?
Life is slavery, we all depend on something.

This time in Greece made me think more about things I had no time to think about...

It is 18 days till home. There I need to continue this thoughts and make decision, what to do.
Who knows what is better for me ???

To live ''standard'' life of woman, or to be free?